"close your heart to every love but mine, hold no one in your arms but me"
I was played twice… yes it hurts, so much. i was so attached but it made me learn.. it takes two to play that game a winner and a loser who still wants to play. I learned my lesson and I figured out their game plan.
I guess it kinda shaped me to who i am. I wouldn’t say i am a player but i know the routine to say i’m not a loser but just a satisfied contestant.
I guess making myself easy and vulnerable to someone who just wants to get it in and if i personally want to just give it up, i will. I’m not playing them and its like they’re not playing me i’m not gonna give it up to anyone who comes my way, i also have a choice to pick and choose and i do have my own needs, it is my life too.
I am well aware of who i want to give it up to, and i am well aware of how they feel too, cause i do have commitment issues. i realized that. I shouldn’t get too attached and i wont let them get too close. I’m not gonna fuck with the world its not like i have a body count of 6+ guys no! i’m not a slut who will fuck everything for a Popsicle.Yes i do cherish my body.
I just wanted people to know..
am i lonely? yes i have my moments but then i like to cherish the moments where i want to be alone where i want my own privacy when i want my space. I do have lonely moments where i wish there was someone to just hold me in their arms or listen to what i have to say. I once had someone who did that for me but because i was afraid i didn’t cherish what i had.
But hey look if i wanna go eat out by myself who cares i like it sounds fucking lonely but i enjoy eating by myself, anyone is welcomed to join me. I like strangers lol
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